wearin ur F me pumps

Dust them off.


Josh and I broke up.
It was hard at first, and after friday night I thought I was gonna be ok, but turns out that things change. We txtd all day saturday and then talked for like 5 hrs saturday night and that is what completly changed my mind.

I was so convinced I was ready to move on and get over it, but im not.
and thats what hurts the most.
Its so hard to deal with all of this but i guess i have to right?

I dont even want to think about moving on now.
I hate this.
I was content with just hoping things would work out, then more drama.

I wish Josh and I would just get back together and everything be normal again.
its been the longest and most painful week of my life
















other than all of that there are a few postives here and there. I have yet to figure them out just yet but still, life goes on i guess

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one of the hardest things people will ever have to endure is anticipation.

keep that in mind