Im just a little pissed off

I have the worlds worst, and possibly most psychotic family.
My sister is the most selfish person on earth, and if you dont do something for her, your a lazy bitch.
My brothers are so fucking lazy they cant do anything as simple as flush.
My mom is more concerned with impressing people than she is about her family.
My dad gets pissed at you for no reason. Take tonight for example, he made the comment "this would taste good with some cornbread"
and then gets mad when I say "if you want cornbread then ask" then he turns around and throws the cornbread out.
So he is all pissed off at me because he didnt like it
TO FUCKING BAD. I TOLD HIM IT WAS A YEAR OUT OF DATE, AND HE SAID IT DIDNT MATTER.
thats his own god damned fault.

I dont even know what to say about my "friends"
My "best friend" has a only child complex and expects everyone to share and do shit for him but he cant do anything for anyone else.
My lunch crew are just odd.
I cant trust anyone for shit.

My fucking teachers are so god damned lazy and out of their fucking minds that they are sooooo inconvienced when it comes to answering a simple question.

Guys, I dont even want to go there.
They lead you on, make you think that they like you then play games with your mind.
Or suddenly stop talking to you.
Or when you try talking to them, they are so busy with everyone else around them that you are just a piece of shit on the other end of the line.

I just give up on fucking life all together.

Now I have a damned baby comming into the world, that to be honest isnt the top thing on my mind, and I dont think I am going to be able to take care of her.
And I am not sure that I want to.
But nooo, i have to play "responsible teen parent" because the babys daddy is nothing but a piece of shit coward, like everyother guy I know.

I try to make the best of fucking life, but I just cant. I really feel like suicide some days.