People tend to pass you over because your not standing out like flashy sparkles in the water

I love Kermit the Frog. His songs are so nostalgic.

Since my last post a million years ago, I have had a baby.
Emma-Leigh Caroline *******


BabyDaddy still not around, but that is why I am pursuing child support.
I hate the SOB.

I have found myself in recent days longing for love.
Disgusting I know.
I really miss my ex Ian, (not BD).
I spend most of my days replaying the 2 years we were together, and finding all the things I did wrong in our relationship, and all of the signs of breaking up.
I can througly say I am very upset with myself for not realizing he was cheating on me.
I really liked him though. I dont know why it suddenly started bothering me. I guess its cause I saw him driving down the road the other day. He was so adorable with his monkey ears.
I always had a thing for guys with long hair. Idk what it is.

Other than that tid bit of loserdom, I am pretty disappointed that my parents are reconsidering going to myrtle. Holden is boring. They were like "you have a baby now, you cant go pool hopping or meeting guys (who work at front desks haha) or go out w/o her, and your not taking her with you."
Myrtle is warmer, and more populated. Maybe I just like being at a beach where there arent so many old crusty people with baby oil complexes.
Not to mention the pools.


I have to go back to school in 1 week and I havent done an ounce of makeup work.